After both of our two children were diagnosed with ASD, life took a toll and I was heading down a road to a dark place. Crying myself to sleep, drinking too much too often and I couldn’t talk to anyone about our kids with out breaking down in tears. I was still functioning but I was desperately unhappy and suffering in silence. After reaching a really low point, I decided I didn’t want to be unhappy anymore, for my own sake and for the sake of my kids. I was reluctant at fir